What am I?

Okay so here's the thing... I don't know how to change name or start a new blog or whatever I'm supposed to do so I guess I'll continue here for the mean time.
Well like I'd already said today was fun and well I almost poured out my deepest secret to my best friend.
I really want to but it's really embarrassing and it's not like it's a thing of the past cause I'm still doing it. It's nice to have friends though(friends you can count on that is)... the thing is I'm not alone with this... problem. A lot of people around the world are like me but I don't know why I'm so scared of it. To tell anyone. Even my parents.
Up until now,  I've been thinking I have another problem but then I'm thinking "who cares if I know about dresses or that I really like shoes and not the type I can wear." it's just like a "like" not a problem right? And it's not like I'm *** or anything cause I'm not(i. Desperately searching FYI)
Anyway that is way off topic, I got class in the morning so I gotta crash now. You can catch me on google+ Emma Chekwa (and yes that is my name).
Chaow!!!